Showing posts with label Kenyon College. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Kenyon College. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 10, 2018

More good memories

Ages around 8 to 15.
Outside, exploring nature. That means I’m turning over rocks and finding bugs and slime-coated things found only under rocks. I’d often find ants carrying tiny white eggs. I wasn’t the type to destroy such things and I always put the rock back, gently, where it was. Even better were pools of water. There was one at the school I went to from kindergarten through third grade. It was adjacent to a small wetlands and shallow, and only about five yards long and two yards wide, but when you really looked you’d find minnows, tadpoles, and frogs. 
tree trunk
To organisms, trees are villages, cities, or nations.


In summer, tidal pools in rock formations at New England beaches teemed with life. Little fish, periwinkles, hermit crabs, starfish, mussels, crabs, all hiding, draped in seaweed. 
My natural world took on greater dimensions with gifts of a microscope and a pair of binoculars. I still have the binoculars and the Petersens Field Guide to Birds, and I wish I still had the microscope. I also got a telescope. It was fairly powerful but not great for star gazing because the eyepiece was straight and the trees in anyplace I’ve lived made it only possible to see things far above the horizon. I had to sit low and crane my neck to look at anything. It gave me some good sights nonetheless, especially of the moon. I was nearsighted and didn’t get glasses until fifth grade, so seeing the moon through a telescope was the first time I could really appreciate its shape as a three-dimensional sphere, a big thing that had mountains that cast shadows. I also saw a binary star. 
My telescope wasn’t powerful enough to make out Saturn’s rings. Those I saw in college in the quad of Old Kenyon, when a student two years ahead of me had set his telescope up and was inviting people to look through it. My own had no tracking capabilities and it surprised me how fast the moon would pass out of its field of vision. With his, you could stare at Saturn for long minutes, and be awed by it.

Friday, November 8, 2013

His inappropriate crush

There are women and there are women. Most of them are the same. Then there are the two out of a hundred who enter your psyche and stick. You know you'll never have them and it hurts, almost physically. You also know that the guy who gets them will be some big, aggressive, insensitive dick who's too dumb to see their quality, and you know, further, that that's why the girl picks them. 
Richard Gere Julia Roberts

You can work at getting them but it's like grabbing something slippery; the tighter the grip, the faster it leaves you. Then someone who doesn't care whether he gets it or not just reaches out and takes it with a soft clasp.
The lead singer in this video makes The Complete and Total Loser remember his youth and those women. She's not the prettiest of the women singing, though she's up there. But she has a life force and a charisma that comes out at you, through the shitty lens used to record the video and from an auditorium at a tiny liberal arts college in central Ohio. See how all the others are wearing heels? Not her. Doesn't need them. She's fine with her body and how her legs look. And she smiles as she sings. I love that.