They are one and the same, finally. The Complete and Total Loser's libido and his mental desire are dead even for the first time, though he has a vague recollection of writing something similar to that before. It's probably one of those things that comes and goes.
|A shy katydid peers around a post at a train station.|
The Loser is shy with women (he knows he repulses them) so not wanting to approach any removes conflict. He is at peace. True, he has the knee jerk responses to the bare flesh of summer (so many thighs ...), but that's ephemeral.Onward, summer!